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They can’t take that away

Scan0028 The patient had a long list of medical problems, and was having another semi-crisis. I was at the bedside, guiding another urgent intervention.  The patient’s cognition had waxed and waned over the course of this stay, and earlier in the day  was clearly delusional. During the rapid-response, however, the patient suddenly became lucid and said “Stop. I’m done.  Jesus is calling me and it’s time for me to go home to God.”  The family concurred, and so we instituted comfort Continue reading

Just 10 Minutes Left

DH bought me a new keyboard for Christmas. This motivated me to re-organize all my old Fake (music) Books, most of which had come loose in their bindings and were just stacked in piles. In one of them I found a sheet of paper…and on it was a poem, obviously written to me by my son, Steve. He had recently split from a bad relationship, and had met another….and he was happy with his life. Continue reading

Block The Sun (Run)

297266_10150361734564539_1693517217_n My son Steve died April 3, 2017. He had found a suspicious mole 7 years earlier and had had it removed. It was melanoma. All lymph nodes and other tests for evidence of spread were negative. Six years later, it recurred as metatases in his brain, lungs, spine and neck. Treatments failed, and he succumbed to a complication of his treatment. Melanoma is the deadliest of skin cancers, and all it takes is one cell…..traveling Continue reading

Sound of Mom’s Dream

In 1993 George Winston and New Age music were all the rage. One night, I woke to the sound of music being played in Winston’s style, and peeked out my bedroom door to see who had left the radio on. Our son, Steve Hryniuk was at the piano, playing a song he had composed, but was too shy to play in public. He appropriately named the song “Sound of Mom’s Dream.” Here is the song, Continue reading

She’s come a long way, baby!

IMG_20170219_081729 She followed me home almost two years ago while I was out running. Lily was terrified of loud noises, skittish,hid in the garden under the tree for a week before she would allow us to come near her. She was especially terrified of David and of most men. This morning I shot this photo of her comfortably laying her head on David’s arm, looking at him adoringly. We’ve come a long way, baby

I’m mad as hell (part 3)

vroom DH lusted for a Corvette Stingray.  From the time we met (in 1974), he would ask at every birthday, Christmas, anniversary, Valentine’s Day….”Did you get me my Vette?”  When Autie died and left him a sizeable legacy, he made his dream come true, and bought the 2015 orange Vette in the featured pic. There is NO Chevy service department on Big Island, but he was assured that the local Toyota dealership was contracted to do Continue reading

I’m mad as hell (part 2)

IMG_20160430_181005 I am not now, nor have I ever been, a member of the American Medical Association. Yet, from the time I graduated from medical school in 1993, I have received a current copy of JAMA (Journal of the American Medical Association). I have never submitted an address change, yet the newest edition of the magazine duly appears in my mailbox whereever I go. As does the dues notice. At least yearly, and more recently, MONTHLY, Continue reading

I’m Mad as Hell…..

This morning I walked into the doctors’ mail room, and there, parked in front of my “cubby” was a large envelope. A large, HEAVY envelope. Similar things were parked along the ledge in front of the other’s cubbys. It weighed three pounds. It was sent by FedX ground. In it was an advertising packet exclaiming how excited my female patients were going to be to hear about the new “Genius 3D Mammography” imaging procedure. I Continue reading

Is That a Chicken Joke? (part 2)

When I turned onto our rural road yesterday, I noted a chicken sitting in the middle of the road.    She watched me drive by her. She did not move at all. I gave her wide berth, driving around her, while I wondered if she were ill or injured.  I pulled off to the side, parked, and walked back toward her.  If she were injured, I planned to take her home and place her in my Continue reading

(the whale waves….) HELLO!

whaletail (2) DH and I signed up for a fund-raising whale-watching tour. It was originally planned for Valentine’s day….but weather intervened, and it was rescheduled to yesterday. Ocean Sport’s catamaran “Aloha” took us out of Kawaiihai harbor on the west side of the island. We were barely out of port when the first (of MANY) whales was spotted. The water was flat and calm and the weather cool-perfect conditions! A few pics and videos: Two whale tails: Continue reading

I laughed out loud…

…and nearly ran off the road. A man was running along the side of the road, his BIG, floppy, fluffy dog on leash alongside…it looked like an untrimmed standard poodle. The dog’s cadence was….funny (as in weird-funny). I run 20 miles a week with two dogs in tow on a tandem leash. They have learned to run at my speed and adjust to my cadence, so I could see that this dog was not “a Continue reading

The best laid plans…

….get screwed up. I planned to go to the Valentine’s day 5k in Hilo, but was waylaid by an empty gas tank. As I filled it from the lawmower stash, I gazed at the sky…..the sunrise was AMAZING! The current high winds made incredible cloud formations: I scheduled a whale-watching sunset cruise as a surprise for DH for Valentine’s day. It was a fund raiser for Habitat for Humanity….2 hours with heavy Pupu, 2 drinks Continue reading
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